8/25/10

I am going to start a new blog, It's about how we are going to walk across the USA to raise money for the troops across seas.  "We are walking for you, because you are fighting for us" is our potential slogan thingie... So anyways I would love it some people followed the blog and commented, even donated some money... There will be a website that you can go to, also a phone number you can call within I'd say the next month to donate :) To keep up with the blogging, Please visit my other Blog called "Walking for the Cause"

8/11/10 Cousin's Ranting

Waking up late, just how I like it.  Great day spent with a good friend, chaos accures, she tries so hard not to yell at me, fusteration and confusion bundeling up inside, not just her but the both of us... We figure everything out, we make a plan.  The day turns back into a good one.  She gets home after a long day at work and is ready for a cocktail.  Going to the neighbors for a couple drinks, we have a great time.  I come home early, I have to be up early.  He and I watch a movie to pass the time.  So much for going to bed early.  The door slams as her heavy footsteps come closer to me.  She's upset.  Why is she so upset? She didn't get laid.  He had to get up early, and she wanted just 30 minutes of his time, or of his talent.  They talked for a while, then she came home.  She is telling me what happened, as she rants and raves about her night, and how she didn't get what she wanted. My response, "get over him, move on, you'll find bigger and better!" She doesn't want to... As she makes a midnight snack, she still complains, she shares her fusteration, she shares her feelings, she shares her buzz.  I'm sitting here, not feeling anything, as she is on top of everything but him... Ha, so we sit here in disappointment, watching our favorite show on DVD.  Only if tomorrow I could wake up late. 

8/7/10 Simple things in life

A late night turns into an early morning, dozing off to the sounds of nature,
falling asleep tossing and turning, thoughts running through my mind.  Finally I wake up to a morning talk, morning smoke.  Like every other day.  The day goes on and on, finally it's time for the trip back home.  Having the opportunity to spend time with the kids, a weekend at my place. Giving the parents time to themselves.  Helping out and having fun, what can go wrong? Driving back, kids are yelling. Hitting. Screaming, but laughing, excited to have time away.  Seeing the look in their eyes, the smiles on their faces and feeling the excitement they show, makes me smile in itself.  Getting back, setteling in, they have to play video games, have to have a million snacks, have to look around in places they shouldn't... kids. Finally falling asleep, spread across my bed, their eyes shut and in total peace, once again I smile.  Now my turn once again, I stay awake hours later, thinking.  Thoughts running through my mind as if everything is wrong, as if everything is comming to a hult.  I must remember; the best things in life are worth waiting for.  I must toss and turn every night, I must do what needs to be done. I must stay up and ponder.  I must survive.  A late night turns into an early morning...